Yesterday
was the first day of November, which isn’t any day particularly special, I
suppose. Unless you’re in the United
States and you’re relieved that the end of this damn election is in sight. Which I am.
But this is not why I marked the day.
The first of November began National Novel Writing Month, commonly
referred to as NaNoWriMo. And for the
first time since I learned about it in 2008, I will be participating.
Now, you
might say, But Eileen, you’re a writer.
Wouldn’t you have done it before?
And you would be right. I should
have taken part in this event long before now.
My craft is writing, and my medium is novels. To teach myself how to write a novel in a
month would have been very useful for my career and for my process. And the very essence of NaNo is to help
writers get work done, without worrying about editing. Editing comes later—this month is for the
pure flow of ideas onto paper.
The reason
I haven’t done it before is because I believed I didn’t have time. November was always the last full month of
the semester, the time for pulling together final projects and thinking about
studying for exams. (I never actually
did study. Well, maybe once—it didn’t
help.) Added to that I had work and
extracurriculars, and I always had to spend some time wishing it were December
already. So I didn’t set aside time to
write.
But I’ve
realized something—something that should have been obvious to me all
along. I’m always going to be busy. This year I’m out of school, and I'm working thirty-five hours a
week—more this week—and my free time is taken up with music and errands. If I wait until I have time to write, I’ll be
waiting years. I might be waiting
forever. And I do need to write, in more
than just snatched moments on my off days.
I need to make room for it in my life.
Therefore
there is a note on my wall now that reads, “Did you write today? No? NO
SLEEP” and in the corner of it, a snowman with drawn-on evil eyebrows laughs at
me. And I mean to enforce this law
religiously. At least 2,000 words a day,
or the day isn’t over. Because if I
don’t write, I don’t have a right to call myself a writer, and if I’m not a
writer, what am I?
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