Tweet, Tweet

A few days ago I did a very dangerous thing.  I joined Twitter.

Now many of you will read that and think, you weren’t already on Twitter?  And the answer is no, I wasn’t.  I’m a bit of a curmudgeon when it comes to social media—I have no Snapchat, Instagram, or Tumblr, either, and it took me years to get onto Facebook.  I saw no real need for Twitter, and my novelist tendencies balked at a 140-character limit on every single post.  What could I say in that few words that would interest anyone? 

So what made me change my mind?  It was a post I found via Facebook, about some very negative criticism the singer P!nk was getting on how she looked in the outfit she wore to a cancer benefit.  Now P!nk’s response was epically blasé: she thanked them for her concern and informed them that however poorly her outfit may or may not have photographed that night, she felt beautiful and that she herself was not concerned about her weight.  But I, reading about this on my phone before I got out of bed that morning, got angry.  What right did those people have to talk about her body?  Why was the size of P!nk’s waist more important than the reason she was there?  It seemed to me that our priorities have gotten so skewed, and it outraged me.

Then something happened to me that doesn’t usually happen: I decided to do something about it.  I don’t consider myself a very ambitious or active person; I will be the first to admit that while I have strong beliefs, I don’t usually follow them up.  This time, however, the idea came to me that the best way to fight negativity was with positivity.  I wanted young women looking in the mirror to like what they saw, and I wanted to encourage and inspire them to stop worrying so much about the reflection and look outward to other people.

Thus, my new Twitter handle.  @LoveTheMeISee is focused on promoting positive body image in women (and men, too! Why exclude half the world?), without using criticism or shaming others.  Since I began it, I’ve shared my thoughts there, but also I’ve begun collecting sources of encouragement and stories of strength.  I don’t pretend to be an authority, but I do believe that I have something to offer, that my education and my beliefs might give me a little bit of a voice in this area.

Like I said before, I’m not ambitious.  I don’t expect it to rock the world.  I do think, however, that every little bit helps, and that maybe, in time, I can give some of my sisters some comfort in this crazy, critical society of ours.  If that’s the case, then it will be worth every single tweet.

Philosophy from the Subway

I spent the last week on vacation, though I still have difficulty separating that word from summer in my mind.  A friend and I drove up to New York City for a few days, because we had never been and because we had some money from our tax returns, and because why not?  It was a wonderful trip.  Though I have a long list of things that we didn’t have time to see, we hit the highlights—the Empire State, the Statue of Liberty, the Metropolitan Museum of Art, the Public Library, Chinatown, and of course Times Square.  I’m hoping that I can see the city more often in future, though maybe only once a year.  It’s a bit too far to drive very often, and I definitely cannot afford to fly.

I was a bit nervous, however, about meeting the people.  If I am anything, I am a country girl, and New York is the city to beat all cities.  I’ve heard so much about the way New Yorkers interact with one another, their bluntness, outspokenness, and general disregard for other people on the street.  Everyone knows the reputation, right?  Not mean, not really, but someone who is too busy to pay any heed to a stranger’s problems, and who gets impatient—and says so—when something is not going his or her way.  My friend said on the trip that her mother had told her not to listen to New Yorkers, and a New Yorker laughed and admitted she was probably right.

One incident stands out in my mind.  It was on the subway our first night, coming back to Grand Central after we had seen a Broadway play (Les Mis—amazing!!).  As the train stopped at our stop, a young man turned to an older gentleman sitting next to where he was standing.  “Now, sir,” he said to the old man in a genial tone, “you kicked me, so you wanna apologize, or…?”

I blinked.  It was not what I had been expecting him to say.  The old man looked up with a frown, and I thought someone might need to defend him. 

“You wanna call the police, pal?” he asked, jerking a thumb dismissively.

They continued to argue as we got off the train.  It was a difficult conversation to hear, raised as I was in such a polite environment.  I would never dream of saying anything like that to a stranger, even if they were definitely at fault, and I would almost expect someone to apologize to me even if the blame was on me.  This kind of confrontational attitude is not something I know how to deal with at all.

This kind of thing is what I might have expected of New Yorkers, and I braced myself to see more of the same as the days went by.  I didn't.  Everywhere else we went, we kept coming across surprising acts of kindness from the people we would meet.  A man saw us puzzling over our map and offered to help us find our way; a woman overheard us speculating about our destination and explained what we would find there.  Anyone we asked for directions was more than happy to point us on our way and give us a few recommendations.  We even witnessed another loud discussion on the subway in regards to the need for people to be more courteous to one another. 

So much for generalizations.  I think wherever you live, wherever you are, people are capable of kindness.  It may be easier to be rude, to be impatient, to be snappish or cold, but that doesn't mean that everyone you meet is going to take the easy way out.  Whatever society expects of you, you can find a way to spread good instead of evil.  Negativity only breeds negativity, but fortunately for the human race, the same is true of positivity.