Friday, December 2, 2016

Year the This--I Mean Fifth

Year: 
2016

Most Read:
A New Endeavor Coming Soon, 2/29 (25 reads)

Policies/Current Events Addressed: 
Cultural violence (3/28, Nonviolence Just Got Harder)
Orlando Pulse shooting (6/12, In Memoriam, Orlando: A Poem for Pulse)

Personal Events:
Posting “Stolen Earth Tales”, March 21, 2016 (A New Endeavor Coming Soon)
Birthday party, July 15, 2016 (Keep the Receipt for that Pity)
                
My Favorites: 

And so here we are.  It’s strange.  My pride wants me to present myself as I am, fully grown and fully shaped, stronger than ever before.  And yet this has been one of the least impressive years when it comes to blog posts.  I have been trying this year to post more regularly, with moderate—okay, with a little success.  But these posts feel forced to me, rather boring, most of them.  They are nothing like the ethereal, thoughtful posts that I used to publish.  Indeed, my favorites from this year were the ones I didn't think about too much, the ones that are honest, raw, and untouched by my inner editor.  I’m trying too hard, putting myself forward as a serious voice in a serious world when what I really want is to bring a bit of lightness and thought. 

I’m glad I have done this, if only for this reason.  It’s been an education to look back and see who I was and what my strengths and weaknesses were in the past.  As a person I do believe I am improving, but as a writer I still have work to do.  Let’s see if I can’t get back to the voice I once had, speaking inspiration and wonder and light into the dark.  Let's get back to musing, shall we?

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